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That is my view of the monk, and is it false? Is it too proud? Look at the worldly and all who set themselves up above the people of God; has not God's image and His truth been distorted in them? They have science; but in science there is nothing but what is the object of sense. The spiritual world, the higher part of man's being is rejected altogether, dismissed with a sort of triumph, even with hatred. The world has proclaimed the reign of freedom, especially of late, but what do we see in this freedom of theirs? Nothing but slavery and self-destruction! For the world says:
   
   
   
   
   
   
 
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
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FATHERS and teachers, what is the monk? In the cultivated world
      							
      							the word is nowadays pronounced by some people with a jeer, and by
      							
      							others it is used as a term of abuse, and this contempt for the monk
      							
      							is growing. It is true, alas, it is true, that there are many
      							
      							sluggards, gluttons, profligates, and insolent beggars among monks.
      							
      							Educated people point to these: "You are idlers, useless members of
      							
      							society, you live on the labour of others, you are shameless beggars."
      							
      							And yet how many meek and humble monks there are, yearning for
      							
      							solitude and fervent prayer in peace! These are less noticed, or
      							
      							passed over in silence. And how suprised men would be if I were to say
      							
      							that from these meek monks, who yearn for solitary prayer, the
      							
      							salvation of Russia will come perhaps once more! For they are in truth
      							
      							made ready in peace and quiet "for the day and the hour, the month and
      							
      							the year." Meanwhile, in their solitude, they keep the image of Christ
      							
      							fair and undefiled, in the purity of God's truth, from the times of
      							
      							the Fathers of old, the Apostles and the martyrs. And when the time
      							
      							comes they will show it to the tottering creeds of the world. That
      							
      							is a great thought. That star will rise out of the East. 
That is my view of the monk, and is it false? Is it too proud? Look at the worldly and all who set themselves up above the people of God; has not God's image and His truth been distorted in them? They have science; but in science there is nothing but what is the object of sense. The spiritual world, the higher part of man's being is rejected altogether, dismissed with a sort of triumph, even with hatred. The world has proclaimed the reign of freedom, especially of late, but what do we see in this freedom of theirs? Nothing but slavery and self-destruction! For the world says:
"You have desires and so satisfy them, for you have the same
      							
      							rights as the most rich and powerful. Don't be afraid of satisfying
      							
      							them and even multiply your desires." That is the modern doctrine of
      							
      							the world. In that they see freedom. And what follows from this
      							
      							right of multiplication of desires? In the rich, isolation and
      							
      							spiritual suicide; in the poor, envy and murder; for they have been
      							
      							given rights, but have not been shown the means of satisfying their
      							
      							wants. They maintain that the world is getting more and more united,
      							
      							more and more bound together in brotherly community, as it overcomes
      							
      							distance and sets thoughts flying through the air. 
Alas, put no faith in such a bond of union. Interpreting freedom
      							
      							as the multiplication and rapid satisfaction of desires, men distort
      							
      							their own nature, for many senseless and foolish desires and habits
      							
      							and ridiculous fancies are fostered in them. They live only for mutual
      							
      							envy, for luxury and ostentation. To have dinners visits, carriages,
      							
      							rank, and slaves to wait on one is looked upon as a necessity, for
      							
      							which life, honour and human feeling are sacrificed, and men even
      							
      							commit suicide if they are unable to satisfy it. We see the same thing
      							
      							among those who are not rich, while the poor drown their unsatisfied
      							
      							need and their envy in drunkenness. But soon they will drink blood
      							
      							instead of wine, they are being led on to it. I ask you is such a
      							
      							man free? I knew one "champion of freedom" who told me himself that,
      							
      							when he was deprived of tobacco in prison, he was so wretched at the
      							
      							privation that he almost went and betrayed his cause for the sake of
      							
      							getting tobacco again! And such a man says, "I am fighting for the
      							
      							cause of humanity." 
How can such a one fight? What is he fit for? He is capable
      							
      							perhaps of some action quickly over, but he cannot hold out long.
      							
      							And it's no wonder that instead of gaining freedom they have sunk into
      							
      							slavery, and instead of serving, the cause of brotherly love and the
      							
      							union of humanity have fallen, on the contrary, into dissension and
      							
      							isolation, as my mysterious visitor and teacher said to me in my
      							
      							youth. And therefore the idea of the service of humanity, of brotherly
      							
      							love and the solidarity of mankind, is more and more dying out in
      							
      							the world, and indeed this idea is sometimes treated with derision.
      							
      							For how can a man shake off his habits? What can become of him if he
      							
      							is in such bondage to the habit of satisfying the innumerable
      							
      							desires he has created for himself? He is isolated, and what concern
      							
      							has he with the rest of humanity? They have succeeded in
      							
      							accumulating a greater mass of objects, but the joy in the world has
      							
      							grown less. 
The monastic way is very different. Obedience, fasting, and prayer
      							
      							are laughed at, yet only through them lies the way to real, true
      							
      							freedom. I cut off my superfluous and unnecessary desires, I subdue my
      							
      							proud and wanton will and chastise it with obedience, and with God's
      							
      							help I attain freedom of spirit and with it spiritual joy. Which is
      							
      							most capable of conceiving a great idea and serving it- the rich in
      							
      							his isolation or the man who has freed himself from the tyranny of
      							
      							material things and habits? The monk is reproached for his solitude,
      							
      							"You have secluded yourself within the walls of the monastery for your
      							
      							own salvation, and have forgotten the brotherly service of
      							
      							humanity!" But we shall see which will be most zealous in the cause of
      							
      							brotherly love. For it is not we, but they, who are in isolation,
      							
      							though they don't see that. Of old, leaders of the people came from
      							
      							among us, and why should they not again? The same meek and humble
      							
      							ascetics will rise up and go out to work for the great cause. The
      							
      							salvation of Russia comes from the people. And the Russian monk has
      							
      							always been on the side of the people. We are isolated only if the
      							
      							people are isolated. The people believe as we do, and an unbelieving
      							
      							reformer will never do anything in Russia, even if he is sincere in
      							
      							heart and a genius. Remember that! The people will meet the atheist
      							
      							and overcome him, and Russia will be one and orthodox. Take care of
      							
      							the peasant and guard his heart. Go on educating him quietly. That's
      							
      							your duty as monks, for the peasant has God in his heart. 
(f) Of Masters and Servants, and of whether it is possible for them to be Brothers in the Spirit.
      							
      							
      							
      								Of course, I don't deny that there is sin in the peasants too. And
      							
      							the fire of corruption is spreading visibly, hourly, working from
      							
      							above downwards. The spirit of isolation is coming upon the people
      							
      							too. Money-lenders and devourers of the commune are rising up. Already
      							
      							the merchant grows more and more eager for rank, and strives to show
      							
      							himself cultured though he has not a trace of culture, and to this end
      							
      							meanly despises his old traditions, and is even ashamed of the faith
      							
      							of his fathers. He visits princes, though he is only a peasant
      							
      							corrupted. The peasants are rotting in drunkenness and cannot shake
      							
      							off the habit. And what cruelty to their wives, to their children
      							
      							even! All from drunkenness! I've seen in the factories children of
      							
      							nine years old, frail, rickety, bent and already depraved. The
      							
      							stuffy workshop, the din of machinery, work all day long, the vile
      							
      							language and the drink, the drink- is that what a little child's heart
      							
      							needs? He needs sunshine, childish play, good examples all about
      							
      							him, and at least a little love. There must be no more of this, monks,
      							
      							no more torturing of children, rise up and preach that, make haste,
      							
      							make haste! 
But God will save Russia, for though the peasants are corrupted
      							
      							and cannot renounce their filthy sin, yet they know it is cursed by
      							
      							God and that they do wrong in sinning. So that our people still
      							
      							believe in righteousness, have faith in God and weep tears of
      							
      							devotion. 
It is different with the upper classes. They, following science,
      							
      							want to base justice on reason alone, but not with Christ, as
      							
      							before, and they have already proclaimed that there is no crime,
      							
      							that there is no sin. And that's consistent, for if you have no God
      							
      							what is the meaning of crime? In Europe the people are already
      							
      							rising up against the rich with violence, and the leaders of the
      							
      							people are everywhere leading them to bloodshed, and teaching them
      							
      							that their wrath is righteous. But their "wrath is accursed, for it is
      							
      							cruel." But God will save Russia as He has saved her many times.
      							
      							Salvation will come from the people, from their faith and their
      							
      							meekness. 
Fathers and teachers, watch over the people's faith and this
      							
      							will not be a dream. I've been struck all my life in our great
      							
      							people by their dignity, their true and seemly dignity. I've seen it
      							
      							myself, I can testify to it, I've seen it and marvelled at it, I've
      							
      							seen it in spite of the degraded sins and poverty-stricken
      							
      							appearance of our peasantry. They are not servile, and even after
      							
      							two centuries of serfdom they are free in manner and bearing, yet
      							
      							without insolence, and not revengeful and not envious. "You are rich
      							
      							and noble, you are clever and talented, well, be so, God bless you.
      							
      							I respect you, but I know that I too am a man. By the very fact that I
      							
      							respect you without envy I prove my dignity as a man." 
In truth if they don't say this (for they don't know how to say
      							
      							this yet), that is how they act. I have seen it myself, I have known
      							
      							it myself, and, would you believe it, the poorer our Russian peasant
      							
      							is, the more noticeable is that serene goodness, for the rich among
      							
      							them are for the most part corrupted already, and much of that is
      							
      							due to our carelessness and indifference. But God will save His
      							
      							people, for Russia is great in her humility. I dream of seeing, and
      							
      							seem to see clearly already, our future. It will come to pass that
      							
      							even the most corrupt of our rich will end by being ashamed of his
      							
      							riches before the poor, and the poor, seeing his humility, will
      							
      							understand and give way before him, will respond joyfully and kindly
      							
      							to his honourable shame. Believe me that it will end in that; things
      							
      							are moving to that. Equality is to be found only in the spiritual
      							
      							dignity of man, and that will only be understood among us. If we
      							
      							were brothers, there would be fraternity, but before that they will
      							
      							never agree about the division of wealth. We preserve the image of
      							
      							Christ, and it will shine forth like a precious diamond to the whole
      							
      							world. So may it be, so may it be! 
Fathers and teachers, a touching incident befell me once. In my
      							
      							wanderings I met in the town of K. my old orderly, Afanasy. It was
      							
      							eight years since I had parted from him. He chanced to see me in the
      							
      							market-place, recognised me, ran up to me, and how delighted he was!
      							
      							He simply pounced on me: "Master dear, is it you? Is it really you I
      							
      							see?" He took me home with him. 
He was no longer in the army, he was married and already had two
      							
      							little children. He and his wife earned their living as
      							
      							costermongers in the market-place. His room was poor, but bright and
      							
      							clean. He made me sit down, set the samovar, sent for his wife, as
      							
      							though my appearance were a festival for them. He brought me his
      							
      							children: "Bless them, Father." 
"Is it for me to bless them? I am only a humble monk. I will
      							
      							pray for them. And for you, Afanasy Pavlovitch, I have prayed every
      							
      							day since that day, for it all came from you," said I. And I explained
      							
      							that to him as well as I could. And what do you think? The man kept
      							
      							gazing at me and could not believe that I, his former master, an
      							
      							officer, was now before him in such a guise and position; it made
      							
      							him shed tears. 
"Why are you weeping?" said I, "better rejoice over me, dear
      							
      							friend, whom I can never forget, for my path is a glad and joyful
      							
      							one." 
He did not say much, but kept sighing and shaking his head over me
      							
      							tenderly. 
"What has become of your fortune?" he asked. 
"I gave it to the monastery," I answered; "we live in common." 
After tea I began saying good-bye, and suddenly he brought out
      							
      							half a rouble as an offering to the monastery, and another half-rouble
      							
      							I saw him thrusting hurriedly into my hand: "That's for you in your
      							
      							wanderings, it may be of use to you, Father." 
I took his half-rouble, bowed to him and his wife, and went out
      							
      							rejoicing. And on my way I thought: "Here we are both now, he at
      							
      							home and I on the road, sighing and shaking our heads, no doubt, and
      							
      							yet smiling joyfully in the gladness of our hearts, remembering how
      							
      							God brought about our meeting." 
I have never seen him again since then. I had been his master
      							
      							and he my servant, but now when we exchanged a loving kiss with
      							
      							softened hearts, there was a great human bond between us. I have
      							
      							thought a great deal about that, and now what I think is this: Is it
      							
      							so inconceivable that that grand and simple-hearted unity might in due
      							
      							time become universal among the Russian people? I believe that it will
      							
      							come to pass and that the time is at hand. 
And of servants I will add this: In old days when I was young I
      							
      							was often angry with servants; "the cook had served something too hot,
      							
      							the orderly had not brushed my clothes." But what taught me better
      							
      							then was a thought of my dear brother's, which I had heard from him in
      							
      							childhood: "Am I worth it, that another should serve me and be ordered
      							
      							about by me in his poverty and ignorance?" And I wondered at the
      							
      							time that such simple and self-evident ideas should be so slow to
      							
      							occur to our minds. 
t is impossible that there should be no servants in the world,
      							
      							but act so that your servant may be freer in spirit than if he were
      							
      							not a servant. And why cannot I be a servant to my servant and even
      							
      							let him see it, and that without any pride on my part or any
      							
      							mistrust on his? Why should not my servant be like my own kindred,
      							
      							so that I may take him into my family and rejoice in doing so? Even
      							
      							now this can be done, but it will lead to the grand unity of men in
      							
      							the future, when a man will not seek servants for himself, or desire
      							
      							to turn his fellow creatures into servants as he does now, but on
      							
      							the contrary, will long with his whole heart to be the servant of all,
      							
      							as the Gospel teaches. 
And can it be a dream, that in the end man will find his joy
      							
      							only in deeds of light and mercy, and not in cruel pleasures as now,
      							
      							in gluttony, fornication, ostentation, boasting and envious rivalry of
      							
      							one with the other? I firmly believe that it is not and that the
      							
      							time is at hand. People laugh and ask: "When will that time come and
      							
      							does it look like coming?" I believe that with Christ's help we
      							
      							shall accomplish this great thing. And how many ideas there have
      							
      							been on earth in the history of man which were unthinkable ten years
      							
      							before they appeared! Yet when their destined hour had come, they came
      							
      							forth and spread over the whole earth. So it will be with us, and
      							
      							our people will shine forth in the world, and all men will say: "The
      							
      							stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone of the
      							
      							building." 
And we may ask the scornful themselves: If our hope is a dream,
      							
      							when will you build up your edifice and order things justly by your
      							
      							intellect alone, without Christ? If they declare that it is they who
      							
      							are advancing towards unity, only the most simple-hearted among them
      							
      							believe it, so that one may positively marvel at such simplicity. Of a
      							
      							truth, they have more fantastic dreams than we. They aim at justice,
      							
      							but, denying Christ, they will end by flooding the earth with blood,
      							
      							for blood cries out for blood, and he that taketh up the sword shall
      							
      							perish by the sword. And if it were not for Christ's covenant, they
      							
      							would slaughter one another down to the last two men on earth. And
      							
      							those two last men would not be able to restrain each other in their
      							
      							pride, and the one would slay the other and then himself. And that
      							
      							would come to pass, were it not for the promise of Christ that for the
      							
      							sake of the humble and meek the days shall be shortened. 
While I was still wearing an officer's uniform after my duel, I
      							
      							talked about servants in general society, and I remember everyone
      							
      							was amazed at me. "What!" they asked, "are we to make our servants sit
      							
      							down on the sofa and offer them tea?" And I answered them: "Why not,
      							
      							sometimes at least?" Everyone laughed. Their question was frivolous
      							
      							and my answer was not clear; but the thought in it was to some
      							
      							extent right. 
(g) Of Prayer, of Love, and of Contact with other Worlds.
      							
      							
      							
      								Young man, be not forgetful of prayer. Every time you pray, if
      							
      							your prayer is sincere, there will be new feeling and new meaning in
      							
      							it, which will give you fresh courage, and you will understand that
      							
      							prayer is an education. Remember, too, every day, and whenever you
      							
      							can, repeat to yourself, "Lord, have mercy on all who appear before
      							
      							Thee to-day." For every hour and every moment thousands of men leave
      							
      							life on this earth, and their souls appear before God. And how many of
      							
      							them depart in solitude, unknown, sad, dejected that no one mourns for
      							
      							them or even knows whether they have lived or not! And behold, from
      							
      							the other end of the earth perhaps, your prayer for their rest will
      							
      							rise up to God though you knew them not nor they you. How touching
      							
      							it must be to a soul standing in dread before the Lord to feel at that
      							
      							instant that, for him too, there is one to pray, that there is a
      							
      							fellow creature left on earth to love him too! And God will look on
      							
      							you both more graciously, for if you have had so much pity on him, how
      							
      							much will He have pity Who is infinitely more loving and merciful than
      							
      							you! And He will forgive him for your sake. 
Brothers, have no fear of men's sin. Love a man even in his sin,
      							
      							for that is the semblance of Divine Love and is the highest love on
      							
      							earth. Love all God's creation, the whole and every grain of sand in
      							
      							it. Love every leaf, every ray of God's light. Love the animals,
      							
      							love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will
      							
      							perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you
      							
      							will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at
      							
      							last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love. Love the
      							
      							animals: God has given them the rudiments of thought and joy
      							
      							untroubled. Do not trouble it, don't harass them, don't deprive them
      							
      							of their happiness, don't work against God's intent. Man, do not pride
      							
      							yourself on superiority to the animals; they are without sin, and you,
      							
      							with your greatness, defile the earth by your appearance on it, and
      							
      							leave the traces of your foulness after you- alas, it is true of
      							
      							almost every one of us! Love children especially, for they too are
      							
      							sinless like the angels; they live to soften and purify our hearts
      							
      							and, as it were, to guide us. Woe to him who offends a child! Father
      							
      							Anfim taught me to love children. The kind, silent man used often on
      							
      							our wanderings to spend the farthings given us on sweets and cakes for
      							
      							the children. He could not pass by a child without emotion. That's the
      							
      							nature of the man. 
At some thoughts one stands perplexed, especially at the sight
      							
      							of men's sin, and wonders whether one should use force or humble love.
      							
      							Always decide to use humble love. If you resolve on that once for all,
      							
      							you may subdue the whole world. Loving humility is marvellously
      							
      							strong, the strongest of all things, and there is nothing else like
      							
      							it. 
Every day and every hour, every minute, walk round yourself and
      							
      							watch yourself, and see that your image is a seemly one. You pass by a
      							
      							little child, you pass by, spiteful, with ugly words, with wrathful
      							
      							heart; you may not have noticed the child, but he has seen you, and
      							
      							your image, unseemly and ignoble, may remain in his defenceless heart.
      							
      							You don't know it, but you may have sown an evil seed in him and it
      							
      							may grow, and all because you were not careful before the child,
      							
      							because you did not foster in yourself a careful, actively
      							
      							benevolent love. Brothers, love is a teacher; but one must know how to
      							
      							acquire it, for it is hard to acquire, it is dearly bought, it is
      							
      							won slowly by long labour. For we must love not only occasionally, for
      							
      							a moment, but for ever. Everyone can love occasionally, even the
      							
      							wicked can.
      							
      								
   
   
My brother asked the birds to forgive him; that sounds
      							
      							senseless, but it is right; for all is like an ocean, all is flowing
      							
      							and blending; a touch in one place sets up movement at the other end
      							
      							of the earth. It may be senseless to beg forgiveness of the birds, but
      							
      							birds would be happier at your side- a little happier, anyway- and
      							
      							children and all animals, if you were nobler than you are now. It's
      							
      							all like an ocean, I tell you. Then you would pray to the birds too,
      							
      							consumed by an all-embracing love, in a sort of transport, and pray
      							
      							that they too will forgive you your sin. Treasure this ecstasy,
      							
      							however senseless it may seem to men. 
My friends, pray to God for gladness. Be glad as children, as
      							
      							the birds of heaven. And let not the sin of men confound you in your
      							
      							doings. Fear not that it will wear away your work and hinder its being
      							
      							accomplished. Do not say, "Sin is mighty, wickedness is mighty, evil
      							
      							environment is mighty, and we are lonely and helpless, and evil
      							
      							environment is wearing us away and hindering our good work from
      							
      							being done." Fly from that dejection, children! There is only one
      							
      							means of salvation, then take yourself and make yourself responsible
      							
      							for all men's sins, that is the truth, you know, friends, for as
      							
      							soon as you sincerely make yourself responsible for everything and for
      							
      							all men, you will see at once that it is really so, and that you are
      							
      							to blame for everyone and for all things. But throwing your own
      							
      							indolence and impotence on others you will end by sharing the pride of
      							
      							Satan and murmuring against God. 
Of the pride of Satan what I think is this: it is hard for us on
      							
      							earth to comprehend it, and therefore it is so easy to fall into error
      							
      							and to share it, even imagining that we are doing something grand
      							
      							and fine. Indeed, many of the strongest feelings and movements of
      							
      							our nature we cannot comprehend on earth. Let not that be a
      							
      							stumbling-block, and think not that it may serve as a justification to
      							
      							you for anything. For the Eternal judge asks of you what you can
      							
      							comprehend and not what you cannot. You will know that yourself
      							
      							hereafter, for you will behold all things truly then and will not
      							
      							dispute them. On earth, indeed, we are, as it were, astray, and if
      							
      							it were not for the precious image of Christ before us, we should be
      							
      							undone and altogether lost, as was the human race before the flood.
      							
      							Much on earth is hidden from us, but to make up for that we have
      							
      							been given a precious mystic sense of our living bond with the other
      							
      							world, with the higher heavenly world, and the roots of our thoughts
      							
      							and feelings are not here but in other worlds. That is why the
      							
      							philosophers say that we cannot apprehend the reality of things on
      							
      							earth. 
God took seeds from different worlds and sowed them on this earth,
      							
      							and His garden grew up and everything came up that could come up,
      							
      							but what grows lives and is alive only through the feeling of its
      							
      							contact with other mysterious worlds. If that feeling grows weak or is
      							
      							destroyed in you, the heavenly growth will die away in you. Then you
      							
      							will be indifferent to life and even grow to hate it. That's what I
      							
      							think. 
(h) Can a Man judge his Fellow Creatures?  Faith to the End.
      							
      							
      							
      								Remember particularly that you cannot be a judge of anyone. For no
      							
      							one can judge a criminal until he recognises that he is just such a
      							
      							criminal as the man standing before him, and that he perhaps is more
      							
      							than all men to blame for that crime. When he understands that, he
      							
      							will be able to be a judge. Though that sounds absurd, it is true.
      							
      							If I had been righteous myself, perhaps there would have been no
      							
      							criminal standing before me. If you can take upon yourself the crime
      							
      							of the criminal your heart is judging, take it at once, suffer for him
      							
      							yourself, and let him go without reproach. And even if the law
      							
      							itself makes you his judge, act in the same spirit so far as possible,
      							
      							for he will go away and condemn himself more bitterly than you have
      							
      							done. If, after your kiss, he goes away untouched, mocking at you,
      							
      							do not let that be a stumbling-block to you. It shows his time has not
      							
      							yet come, but it will come in due course. And if it come not, no
      							
      							Matter; if not he, then another in his place will understand and
      							
      							suffer, and judge and condemn himself, and the truth will be
      							
      							fulfilled. Believe that, believe it without doubt; for in that lies
      							
      							all the hope and faith of the saints. 
Work without ceasing. If you remember in the night as you go to
      							
      							sleep, "I have not done what I ought to have done," rise up at once
      							
      							and do it. If the people around you are spiteful and callous and
      							
      							will not hear you, fall down before them and beg their forgiveness;
      							
      							for in truth you are to blame for their not wanting to hear you. And
      							
      							if you cannot speak to them in their bitterness, serve them in silence
      							
      							and in humility, never losing hope. If all men abandon you and even
      							
      							drive you away by force, then when you are left alone fall on the
      							
      							earth and kiss it, water it with your tears and it will bring forth
      							
      							fruit even though no one has seen or heard you in your solitude.
      							
      							Believe to the end, even if all men went astray and you were left
      							
      							the only one faithful; bring your offering even then and praise God in
      							
      							your loneliness. And if two of you are gathered together- then there
      							
      							is a whole world, a world of living love. Embrace each other
      							
      							tenderly and praise God, for if only in you two His truth has been
      							
      							fulfilled. 
If you sin yourself and grieve even unto death for your sins or
      							
      							for your sudden sin, then rejoice for others, rejoice for the
      							
      							righteous man, rejoice that if you have sinned, he is righteous and
      							
      							has not sinned. 
If the evil-doing of men moves you to indignation and overwhelming
      							
      							distress, even to a desire for vengeance on the evil-doers, shun above
      							
      							all things that feeling. Go at once and seek suffering for yourself,
      							
      							as though you were yourself guilty of that wrong. Accept that
      							
      							suffering and bear it and your heart will find comfort, and you will
      							
      							understand that you too are guilty, for you might have been a light to
      							
      							the evil-doers, even as the one man sinless, and you were not a
      							
      							light to them. If you had been a light, you would have lightened the
      							
      							path for others too, and the evil-doer might perhaps have been saved
      							
      							by your light from his sin. And even though your light was shining,
      							
      							yet you see men were not saved by it, hold firm and doubt not the
      							
      							power of the heavenly light. Believe that if they were not saved, they
      							
      							will be saved hereafter. And if they are not saved hereafter, then
      							
      							their sons will be saved, for your light will not die even when you
      							
      							are dead. The righteous man departs, but his light remains. Men are
      							
      							always saved after the death of the deliverer. Men reject their
      							
      							prophets and slay them, but they love their martyrs and honour those
      							
      							whom they have slain. You are working for the whole, are acting for
      							
      							the future. Seek no reward, for great is your reward on this earth:
      							
      							the spiritual joy which is only vouchsafed to the righteous man.
      							
      							Fear not the great nor the mighty, but be wise and ever serene. Know
      							
      							the measure, know the times, study that. When you are left alone,
      							
      							pray. Love to throw yourself on the earth and kiss it. Kiss the
      							
      							earth and love it with an unceasing, consuming love. Love all men,
      							
      							love everything. Seek that rapture and ecstasy. Water the earth with
      							
      							the tears of your joy and love those tears. Don't be ashamed of that
      							
      							ecstasy, prize it, for it is a gift of God and a great one; it is
      							
      							not given to many but only to the elect. 
(i) Of Hell and Hell Fire, a Mystic Reflection.
      							
      							
      							
      								Fathers and teachers, I ponder, "What is hell?" I maintain that it
      							
      							is the suffering of being unable to love. Once in infinite
      							
      							existence, immeasurable in time and space, a spiritual creature was
      							
      							given on his coming to earth the power of saying, "I am and I love."
      							
      							Once, only once, there was given him a moment of active lifting
      							
      							love, and for that was earthly life given him, and with it times and
      							
      							seasons. And that happy creature rejected the priceless gift, prized
      							
      							it and loved it not, scorned it and remained callous. Such a one,
      							
      							having left the earth, sees Abraham's bosom and talks with Abraham
      							
      							as we are told in the parable of the rich man and Lazarus, and beholds
      							
      							heaven and can go up to the Lord. But that is just his torment, to
      							
      							rise up to the Lord without ever having loved, to be brought close
      							
      							to those who have loved when he has despised their love. For he sees
      							
      							clearly and says to himself, "Now I have understanding, and though I
      							
      							now thirst to love, there will be nothing great, no sacrifice in my
      							
      							love, for my earthly life is over, and Abraham will not come even with
      							
      							a drop of living water (that is the gift of earthly active life) to
      							
      							cool the fiery thirst of spiritual love which burns in me now,
      							
      							though I despised it on earth; there is no more life for me and will
      							
      							be no more time! Even though I would gladly give my life for others,
      							
      							it can never be, for that life is passed which can be sacrificed for
      							
      							love, and now there is a gulf fixed between that life and this
      							
      							existence." 
They talk of hell fire in the material sense. I don't go into that
      							
      							mystery and I shun it. But I think if there were fire in material
      							
      							sense, they would be glad of it, for I imagine that in material agony,
      							
      							their still greater spiritual agony would be forgotten for a moment.
      							
      							Moreover, that spiritual agony cannot be taken from them, for that
      							
      							suffering is not external but within them. And if it could be taken
      							
      							from them, I think it would be bitterer still for the unhappy
      							
      							creatures. For even if the righteous in Paradise forgave them,
      							
      							beholding their torments, and called them up to heaven in their
      							
      							infinite love, they would only multiply their torments, for they would
      							
      							arouse in them still more keenly a flaming thirst for responsive,
      							
      							active and grateful love which is now impossible. In the timidity of
      							
      							my heart I imagine, however, that the very recognition of this
      							
      							impossibility would serve at last to console them. For accepting the
      							
      							love of the righteous together with the impossibility of repaying
      							
      							it, by this submissiveness and the effect of this humility, they
      							
      							will attain at last, as it were, to a certain semblance of that active
      							
      							love which they scorned in life, to something like its outward
      							
      							expression... I am sorry, friends and brothers, that I cannot
      							
      							express this clearly. But woe to those who have slain themselves on
      							
      							earth, woe to the suicides! I believe that there can be none more
      							
      							miserable than they. They tell us that it is a sin to pray for them
      							
      							and outwardly the Church, as it were, renounces them, but in my secret
      							
      							heart I believe that we may pray even for them. Love can never be an
      							
      							offence to Christ. For such as those I have prayed inwardly all my
      							
      							life, I confess it, fathers and teachers, and even now I pray for them
      							
      							every day. 
Oh, there are some who remain proud and fierce even in hell, in
      							
      							spite of their certain knowledge and contemplation of the absolute
      							
      							truth; there are some fearful ones who have given themselves over to
      							
      							Satan and his proud spirit entirely. For such, hell is voluntary and
      							
      							ever consuming; they are tortured by their own choice. For they have
      							
      							cursed themselves, cursing God and life. They live upon their
      							
      							vindictive pride like a starving man in the desert sucking blood out
      							
      							of his own body. But they are never satisfied, and they refuse
      							
      							forgiveness, they curse God Who calls them. They cannot behold the
      							
      							living God without hatred, and they cry out that the God of life
      							
      							should be annihilated, that God should destroy Himself and His own
      							
      							creation. And they will burn in the fire of their own wrath for ever
      							
      							and yearn for death and annihilation. But they will not attain to
      							
      							death...
Here Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov's manuscript ends. I repeat, it
      							
      							is incomplete and fragmentary. Biographical details, for instance,
      							
      							cover only Father Zossima's earliest youth. Of his teaching and
      							
      							opinions we find brought together sayings evidently uttered on very
      							
      							different occasions. His utterances during the last few hours have not
      							
      							been kept separate from the rest, but their general character can be
      							
      							gathered from what we have in Alexey Fyodorovitch's manuscript. 
The elder's death came in the end quite unexpectedly. For although
      							
      							those who were gathered about him that last evening realised that
      							
      							his death was approaching, yet it was difficult to imagine that it
      							
      							would come so suddenly. On the contrary, his friends, as I observed
      							
      							already, seeing him that night apparently so cheerful and talkative,
      							
      							were convinced that there was at least a temporary change for the
      							
      							better in his condition. Even five minutes before his death, they said
      							
      							afterwards wonderingly, it was impossible to foresee it. He seemed
      							
      							suddenly to feel an acute pain in his chest, he turned pale and
      							
      							pressed his hands to his heart. All rose from their seats and hastened
      							
      							to him. But though suffering, he still looked at them with a smile,
      							
      							sank slowly from his chair on to his knees, then bowed his face to the
      							
      							ground, stretched out his arms and as though in joyful ecstasy,
      							
      							praying and kissing the ground, quietly and joyfully gave up his
      							
      							soul to God. 
The news of his death spread at once through the hermitage and
      							
      							reached the monastery. The nearest friends of the deceased and those
      							
      							whose duty it was from their position began to lay out the corpse
      							
      							according to the ancient ritual, and all the monks gathered together
      							
      							in the church. And before dawn the news of the death reached the town.
      							
      							By the morning all the town was talking of the event, and crowds
      							
      							were flocking from the town to the monastery. But this subject will be
      							
      							treated in the next book; I will only add here that before a day had
      							
      							passed something happened so unexpected, so strange, upsetting, and
      							
      							bewildering in its effect on the monks and the townspeople, that after
      							
      							all these years, that day of general suspense is still vividly
      							
      							remembered in the town. 
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